🕊️ me? my downfall started when i met you.

you know, we haven't seen much of each other lately. don't you...miss me?

IT'S VERGIL !!

21+ yrs/o, he/they, white
luveratix + demificto/ARCflux
neurodivergent & alterhuman
sangancholic, 4w5, INxP-T
pronouns + my linktree

INTRODUCTION
hi there, my name is vergil! i'm a nerd who likes rhythm games and fucked up RPGs :) my current hyperfixation is drakengard 3, but at any given moment it may switch to something else i'm excited about! i love to draw and roleplay, and i adore fusions and crossovers! i spend more time talking about games than actually playing them. ♡

before interacting with me, please read the below text + my DNI!

BYF 1: PLURALITY
the initiova system is spiritual/traumagenic and a gateway system. that being said, we are not a disordered system, and therefore do not fit the DID or OSDD diagnosis, nor do we want to be diagnosed in the first place. we've discussed this with our therapist, and she supports us in full. sysmeds will be blocked with no response.

if this feels harshly worded, it's because i'm tired of saying it <3

BYF 2: PAST LIVES
many of us in initiova originally met each other in past lives, thus linking our spirituality and plurality together. that being said, do not call any of us "kinnies" or try to tell us our spiritual belief system is a delusion. this is an important part of our identities, and your skepticism is not our problem. antikin will be blocked with no response.

🕊️ i lived as a man, with a man's heart. thus, i was able to find out the weakness of that heart.

1) PAST LIVES
many of us, myself included, are spiritual fictionkin, or reincarnates. my first life was that of satan (devilman: the birth), and for the crime of allowing the world's destruction, i was sentenced to an endless cycle of reincarnation. i don't know how many lives i've gone through since then, as i'm constantly discovering more, but they tend to follow a few common themes. thus, they're sorted by vague archetypes. :) you can find my full list on my tumblr.

i'm not actively looking for sourcemates, but feel free to say hi!

2) PRACTICES
we have some years experience with divination (mainly for the sake of remembering past lives and communicating with people in other worlds), as well as a budding interest in chaos magic. we as a system also sometimes experience dreams in which people from other worlds attempt to communicate with us. we do not follow any divine figure, due to personal discomfort with the idea of worshipping higher beings.

we have 5 divination decks total! our favorite deck is the hermetic tarot

3) PLURALITY
as said on the home page, we are the initiova system, a spiritual/traumagenic gateway system. trauma gave the body the capacity to develop the headspace, set on the island of uusi koti, as well as a contained multiverse that can be accessed via a door that sits in the center of the island. largely comprised of soulbonds from different sources.

🕊️ ...do i LIKE corpses? of course not! ugly things disgust me.

DO NOT INTERACT IF:

you fit the usual DNI (_phobic, racist, etc)you need me to interact somehow before blocking youyou’re a radfem/terf, truscum, transmed, exorsexist, aphobe, biphobe, panphobe, or whichever fucked up exclusionist is on the blockyou’re against she/her gays, he/him lesbians, neopronouns, etcyou don’t think mspec gays or mspec lesbians existyou’re against uncommon genders, (i.e. xenogenders, neurogenders, etc)you think queer is a slur that shouldn’t be reclaimed (any personal discomfort with being called queer will be respected)you don’t think transmisandry exists, and/or you don’t think it’s important enough to be discussedyou think the terms butch and femme are for lesbians onlyyou’re a pedophile or an apologist thereofyou’re a pedo/incest/etc. fetishist, (or a "proshipper") or an apologist thereofyou talk about and support ddlg/cgl in public placesyou think age regression is inherently sexual, and/or you sexualize it anywayyou think plurality is inherently a disorder, and/or you harass and police systems for not fitting the DSMyou think all alterhumanity is inherently delusional, you think being ‘kin is voluntary, and/or you won’t respect our discomfort with the terms kinnie, kinner, kinning, etcyou make fun of people for having “cringey” or “cursed” kintypes, and/or you think "problematic" kintypes can be voluntarily droppedyou’re against self diagnosis, and/or you don’t think those who self-diagnose should talk about their experiencesyou demonize people with personality disorders ("all narcissists are abusers" type bullshit)

🕊️ i kneel into a dream where i am good and loved. i am good. i am loved.

my hands have made some good mistakes.

they can always make better ones.

i'm largely demi/ekynamor and put a lot of weight in my spiritual identity so a good portion of my f/os are people i was in relationships with in past lives! that being said i'll always be okay with sharing, so don't worry about it :) for all intents and purposes these are romantic

if you're someone here follow at your own risk; i post pda

f/os i was attracted to in past lives: hubert von vestra (fe3h), hakuryuu ren (magi: the labyrinth of magic), xiao (genshin impact), draugr skkott (earth x), woodrow (danganronpa oc), meat wonderful (devil's luck), savva (devil's luck)
f/os who are also s/os in-system: dito (dod3), hubert von vestra (fe3h), hakuryuu ren (magi: the labyrinth of magic)
people i just think are cute: nasu yoichi (drifters), hawkeye (trials of mana), keiji shinogi (your turn to die), libra (fe:a), lucius (fe7)